GodThere is a God. I have seen him snap the necksOf children and inspect their hollow remains.Pushing past the sinews, there is nothing there.No prayers clogging the arteries, stopping the rushOf blood, a blackened jet.Their mouths had not yet learnt how to Form 'hail mary's'. Tongues twisted at the sound. The syllables choke.There is no use lying to a child who when askingFor God, finds only silence.He is not interested in them. The purity sickens.There's a boredom in innocence that causes himTo turn away. His eyes are better fixed on thoseWho can praise him. The shallow whore who neverThought her life would take thi
A Legacy of WisdomYou have scribed your words,wealthy wreaths of wisdom,on paper never torn or worn.You have etched your passionson my brow.You have left this wallowed worldvictorious; eyes resplendentwith the wisdom you wrote and wrought.Your passions shall echo in my earsunto eternity.And should I stray into somesullen storm, or get caught in the torrents of the monsoon, Ill know that Lears been there before, and Ill not swoon.And if Hades doors open upbefore my stranded soul, and scorchit with the heat of hell, Ill recall thatI am not the first Dantes been downthere as well.A
NonexistenceI pray to a God I have never seen,who lives in a world that has never been,to save my heart that has never felt,from eternity's failures, eternity's guilt.My feet step on grounds no men stepped before,my lips taste the poison, bitter and sore,yet it does not kill me,does that mean,that I am immortal,or that I've never been?I pray to a God that may not exist,while the iron shackle tears up my wrist,to tell me the difference of being and not,to show me the memories that I forgot.My mind flies to places nobody has reached,to learn that the stars are nothing but bleached,spots on the dark, they're not even light,
AnarchyScream the anthem of the anarchist!What is it? Exactly.I won't tell you; make it up.Go away. Blow it up.Burn it down. Deface the town.But don't give in,Never -- no.That's the song we all love so.Freedom past extremity.Far away, in my backyardI own the world; I am a bard.I wear a beard and shave my head;All the normals want me dead.I won't give up; I ramble rave.You'll never make me behave.My brother, loser, freak, meek geekYou know-- the beatnick, hippy, punk--The rock bands my parents debunk--We treasure what we cannot have:No allegiance to any flag.
out of Gardenwhat seahow it is welling your eyes a wet messwhat tidewhere urchins of the ocean will spill to howl their elegywhere mermaids will turn widows once brine has swallowed whole their sailor babesstewarding the land insteadis why i never set sail with youbut to lay in gardens, oh a bed sheet rotten by the ultravioletand our laps full of starswhat black soil will pervert your knees therewhere moonlight will mirror out from your teethto run fanatic toward cosmic spaceafter bathing in the space among uswhere walking air pushes every dustone of sun-dried butterfliesone of beaten rug with broomone of hone
Perspectives of a Hallucino...Comfort. The softness of the basement couch. Misery loves company.Trickling through my fingers. Whispering across my face, her disappearing lips trace across my cheeks. The smell is sweet, but she is rough against my throat. Her smell isn't so much intoxicating as it is suffocating, yet the smoke paralyses my senses and touches my soul. Her street name is undeserving of her effect on me. Forever, she shall be known to me as Mary-Jane. I will never know her beauty. r
the plasticized quantum theoryalabaster immortalityune voleur honteuxslip of the tonguein each saturated porespectrum rehearses its symphonycrooked whispers of a flutea glimpse of blue infinitudequiets the confines of los alamos¿quién es él? eso piensa en kaleidoscopesparalysis in the peristalsisjewel in the vitreous humor phosphorescent anti-matter until it watercolorsthe poison of psychepapillae the plagues oxidizing ash and embera quivering effigysplinters the mooninstinctuallythe mirrored hand exhalesswept the epileptic ceilingdissolving tendrils of mahogany detached from the retinaunblemishedtranquil, t
existentialist pick ups...where have I been all my life?
ScrutinyAnd when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall, Then how should I begin ~ T.S. Eliot, "The Love Song of J. Alfred PrufrockI am going through the keyless gateto watch and wait,to wander here and there among the proud,among the white and old whose wisdom rots, repressed, untold:the soporific royals wreathed in leaves of gold.And to them I shall read aloud from the Book,read of the sins their lips have tookand upon me they shall look and patiently reflect I am lost in my own depth, I will sayin a slight, impartial way(for I lack violets and an antic prin
Vampires heartacheI awake in the night; I can no longer sleep. I don't see myself in mirrors; I see somebody else. I am alone. I am dead. The red stripes on white flesh Keep me somewhat Sane. I stare at the ceiling; It is as cold and dead as I am. The pain burns within; as my life slowly fades away.
Wolf's RainSnowflakes fall, blood is in the air,Covering white figure of pride,Lying forceless on the ground,Having no strength to fight with the snow,Nor even with reality,Which drifts down from the empty sky,Where the moon cannot be seen,Where birds cannot be heard,At which wolves can only howl.
SuicideI'm so sick of suicideIt's everywhere I lookPictures, and in moviesIn poetry and booksI'm so sick of suicideIt's pathetic and it's weakBlah blah blah so awfulOutlook always bleakThis life's just not worth livingCould they be any more cliché'?I know that I just can't go onIsn't that what they say?Do you live in ChinaWithout freedom's basic choice?Are you a woman in Afghanistan?Forbidden to have a voice.Are you starving now in Africa?Surrounded by diseaseOr under corrupt dictatorshipForced upon your kneesThese people rise to challengesWe cannot comprehendThey live their lives from day to dayAnd triu
Procremationso he said let's make a babyshe said let's just make love and he saidWhat's the difference?She said A snakeskin or a little pink pillAnd he said Isn't it about time... she said You're never old enough to dieShe said Make life-- make death and he saidWhat's the difference?I like my life she said he said that won't last she said I feel no need... he saidWell, maybe I doShe said Sow your seeds somewhere else then
EmoEmo is black.Emo is red.Emo is a love of darkness,But always needing some light.Emo is the way you look,But more the way you are.Emo is resisting the worldBecause you can't stand routine.Emo is loving everyone you know,Even if sometimes you wish they didn't exist.Emo is hurting yourself or your bodyWhen deep down you really love them both.Emo is making your own choices,While relying on your friends to make it through.But really, emo is not caring how fucked up you are,Cause there are so many friends just as fucked up as you.Emo isn't hate.Emo is love.
the god memorandumTo: YouFrom: GodTake counsel.I hear your cry.It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam.I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shredding his blood on a cross.Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm.I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause ... and its cure.You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years.You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corr
Let Love Find YouSlow down, Dear.Love isn't a race.Just turn off your engineAnd leave your car parked.Let yourself be the treasure.Allow someone else the chanceTo play the pirate.Use your dreamsAs a blanketTo keep warm at night.